I dreamt last night for the first time in quite awhile. I don't remember much of it, but I do remember I was at Tuttle Mall listening to Girl Talk. In real life I don't really know what Girl Talk sounds like, but work with me. Anyways, I was listening to Girl Talk when Steph came up. We were talking about what we had been doing all day. She said something about walking around the mall, and I had come for the music. After that we were joined by Natalie, Kayla, Dani and I think Mere, but that part is a bit hazy. We all decided to hang out in the mall. At this point my dad came banging on my door telling me to get up, so I don't know what else was going to happen.
The dream reminded me of how much I am missing my friends. I am feeling kind of lost right now. Usually I can convince myself to just suck it up and wait until school starts up again in the fall. This time, there is nothing to look forward to. No first day of class. No New Student Days. No nothing. What am I supposed to do with that?
I really want to go back to school. I want to be with my friends. I don't feel right at home anymore. Springfield feels way more like home than Hilliard these days. I don't like it.
What to do. What to do.