Monday, January 19, 2009

bad day...

I am not having a good day. Nothing really bad has happened, I'm just kinda pissed at the world right now.

I am TERRIFIED of my spanish class. I have no idea what's going on in there. She teaches in all spanish, and I am so lost. I wasn't very good at that language in High School and I'm so much worse now. it sucks! I mean, I've already been in tears over this class and it's only the second week of classes. that shouldn't be happening. I just don't even know.

On top of that, I was really looking forward to my family coming today, but they aren't here yet, and I'm getting nervous that they are going to bail. they have a history of doing that. All I need right now is my mom. I know that's real lame, but she's like my best friend, and I'm still a kid in my mind.

Basically, I'm really homesick and am having a bad day which makes everything so much worse! Whatever, I'm just gonna go take a shower and hope that helps me get back to being myself.

1 comment:

Meiko777 said...

*hug* hang in there Kate! We both know how life can be kind of intimidating at times, but stay strong! I hope your family ended up coming!!! We should get coffee soon, I think. What do you say? I love you. HANG IN THERE!!!! ps - how you are feeling about spanish class is the EXACT same feeling I had last year when I took math. But it did end up working out, so stay positive. Love!