Junior Year

Oh man guys! I am a JUNIOR IN COLLEGE!!!! What the hell? When did I get so old? It's blowing my mind! Anyways, yeah. It's been cool becoming an actual adult. I've been cooking, cleaning, helping pay bills (kinda, I mean, I don't get paid until the 15th, so yeah.)



Right now my housemates and I are hang out behind our appartment Natalie is coloring, Kayla is making a playlist of a dance party we want to have and I am, well, writing this blog post. It is awesome. It's like so crazy that this is real life. I mean, it's so surreal. But anyways, yeah.

Things I'm thinking:

1. I love the weekends. All I have done is hang out with my housemates and just enjoy life. It's is so nice not to have to freak out about stuff. I love being this chill.
2. My classes are FANTASTIC! I love them all. I'm getting better at ceramics, Old Testament is with Kaiser, so of course I love that. My two night classes are long, but very interesting, so I'm cool with them.
3. I've decided to stop feeling bad about being single and just live in the moment instead of the future. I am missing the things that happen around me because I am always thinking that the next guy I meet may, in fact, be the one I live the rest of my life with. I am just going to enjoy and when I meet him I meet him. No worries. When I do start to feel bad for myself, I'm going to pray for him.
4. That being said, I really want a baby. Is that bad? I don't think so because I am 20. I've had the abillity to have kids for the last 6-7 years. It's normal I think? Maybe?

Speaking of being in the moment, I need to go start thinking about making dinner. I'm gonna peace out. Catch you all later. <3